Tuesday, April 19, 2011

EPIPHANY OVERLOAD

     First, I would like to apologize for my hiatus. It was both involuntary and well-needed.
     I went on my hiatus for a number of reasons: overworked, overtired, and the fact I felt just plain numb. The first reason's understood, and the second reason justifies the first, but the third reason took me on an unforgettable journey. You know what I mean by "journey"; it's those places we really don't wanna go, but when we finally get there we leave with the most awesome lessons imaginable, leaving us understanding ourselves better than we could've ever dreamed.
   On and off, for the past three weeks, I've been somewhat angry...well...to put it bluntly: pissed, because it just seemed like every belief I stood upon was challenged every single time I turned on the television.
     First, there was Victoria Jackson ranting on national television, and I quote, "Muslims hate God and the gays hate His word." What verse in the Bible backs this statement up? If I recall, didn't Jesus himself visit among those the world considered outcasts; people considered not good enough for His Love via the viewpoint of all the religious leaders?
    Hmm...another jaded wolf in sheep's clothing putting words in God's mouth. Read Hebrews 13:1, Ms. Jackson! You might learn something about what God's Love is really all about. 
    Then, there was the Westboro Baptist Church's rants about how God practically hates American soldiers. It just seemed like the majority of these people who claim to be Christians possess so much hate toward anyone who isn't like them. And what kills me is we live in a country where the high office in the land allows our American soldiers to be treated with such disrespect and malice. IT JUST KILLS ME! (And, by the way: I'm practicing and protected under my First Ammendment Rights to freedom of speech.)
    Then, it was irritating to find out the government was taking a big chunk of what my household makes to take care of people, who refuse to take care of themselves and find it easier to live off our hard-earned tax dollars. Don't get me wrong: if someone needs Federal assistance and are doing the best he or she can, that's a different story. I am glad to help him or her out...BUT... if someone's on Federal assistance because he or she chooses not to work, have oodles of kids to get more money, and there's jobs available to them, THEY ARE WRONG AND ARE STEALING FROM HARD-WORKING AMERICANS!
    I'm sorry, but right is right and wrong is wrong.
    So, I turned off the television and sat in my chair overwhelmed but not only a heartless world, but a group of heartless followers for Christ who are supposed to be the light of the world and the salt of the earth.
     Of course, it didn't stop there. there were even people I knew who were doing wrong and nothing was done about them. UGH! I wanted to throw my television out the window, pack up my household, and move to Gilligan's Island.
     Then, reality finally sat in. I suddenly realized something important. All these people will always do what they wish and be right in their eyes, but they'll never take anything away from me unless I let them. They can't take away any of it. I also realized how much I love my little corner of the world.
     Yes, these are a few of my favorite things no one can take away...
THE SIMPLE, YET SUBLIME!

     No one and nothing can steal this away from me, not an organization with their own motives, not someone who's a mere wolf in sheep's clothing--absolutely nothing!
     My world's full of seashells and the anticipation of beach time, flowers and various critters that adorn my flowerbed and where I live, the unconditional love of God, the "babies" and the love of my life, wonderful family and close friends, tall glasses to cool me down during the Summer months, and warm mugs to tuck me in during the Winter months.
     It was an overwhelming few weeks, but if I had it to do all over again, I'd do it all the same and still walk away with the feeling that all might not be right with the real world, but it sure is close enough to perfect in mine.

    

13 comments:

Dio said...

Welcome back, FTG!
I was wondering if you were doing okay - glad that you took a break, and that it revived you.

Keep fighting the wrong with right words - you recognize where the wrong lies and need to stay strong against it.
I appreciate you having the courage to speak out here!

Is that adorable pony yours?

J.E. Bolton said...

Thanks, Dio! No, it's my neighbor's pony, but it's precious. Thanks for welcoming me back with open arms.

My Aimless Infatuation said...

I fully agree with EVERYTHING you have said. I also get condemned (by many) for stating it. I don't belong to any organized religion because (to me anyway)they teach hate and the sad part is that they can't even see it. My God knows only love for one another and I will die believing that. I didn't mean to get on a rant but "what's wrong with people"?.....missed ya and glad your back.

J.E. Bolton said...

Thank you, My Aimless Infatuation! I don't consider myself part of anything "organized" by man.

Thank you for your kind words!

Jane said...

Welcome back,glad you got things worked out. I also get angry when I see and hear the things that are going on in this world.I won't even go into it,makes me too mad!!! But glad too hear from you again. was wondering what was going on. Blessings jane

J.E. Bolton said...

Thank you, Jane! It's good to be back.

Yeah...I had one of those times when God says, "Stand still and let me show ya something." Also, I needed the break. Thank you for staying with me.

Deborah said...

Hey FTG, i was just thinking over the last few days that I haven't seen hide nor hair of you! :) I'm glad you are back. Life can be frustrating at times, but glad to see you came out on top!

J.E. Bolton said...

Hey, Deborah! Glad to hear from you. Lile I said, life got crazy. Maybe we all need a trip back to Lymword. Don't you agree?

Thanks for remembering me, my wonderful blogger friend and Spiritual Sister/Kindred.

suzanne said...

Glad you're back! I often feel the same. And then I have to just step back and realize that the hatred in so many people will never change and letting it upset me serves no useful purpose. You need to simply acknowledge that it will likely always exist as a part of human nature and live the best life you can and follow your own conscience.

That being said, there is one point on which we differ. I am a Canadian who has always had a large chunk of her income taken away to provide for others, and I am okay with this. Are there people who abuse the system as a free ride through life? Absolutely! Does it bother me? Yes! However, there are many more people who need help at various points in their lives through no fault of their own. I'd rather put up with the deadbeats and know the help is available for anyone who might genuinely need it (including perhaps myself someday). One never knows what life will bring.

And now I'll get down off my soapbox. Again, glad you're back. :)

J.E. Bolton said...

Halloween Spirit: You know, I never thought of it that way. Thanks for the really good insight and for welcoming me back!

Val said...

Awww. A dark night of the soul, eh? 'Wish you lived closer, I'd have at least left some cupcakes and a cold drink on your doorstep til you felt like facing the world again. :)

There is a quote--and I don't know the source--that I saved years ago that I love: "It is a lie--any talk of God that does not comfort
you." I believe that.

Love and Prayers, :)

Val

J.E. Bolton said...

VAL: That is an awesome statement. Thanks a bunch, and I'll gladly take you and Mr. Mike up on the cupcake and cold drink anytime!

Val said...

:)